Date is 16/08/2021, 14 more days until school starts. I ask myself everyday, what did I do for my-self this summer holiday?
Days are flowing like a river, nights are blooming like a daisy, still waiting for a miracle. Years are gone, I can just remember some memories, it was a beautiful day, the sun was shining brightly burning my skin, I remembered that i was trying to cover up, it was too late. Sun kissed my skin already. Waiting for good news through a phone, just to cry of happiness. Hugging my dearest mom so tightly, giving tiny kisses to her rosy cheeks. But then sadness covered all my brain, thinking about the sea.
Could not go to the sea this summer, could not take a shot of waves, could not read my favorite book while waves were dancing like there is no tomorrow. It is okay. Still breathing, I can still open my eyes and smile to all my loved ones. Here I am writing without noticing the tears flowing from my eyes. The weird thing is I have a wry smile on my face as if it will wither away like a flower. Trying to hold on to my smile so it won’t fly away. Take a deep breath. 1...2...3…